♪Goodbye my almost lover♪

Wow, I havent posted in a really long while. Thats cuz Im at the lake. I like it there but during the week theres like noo one there, only little kids. Ah bin. I had fun last weekend. Beth came so we hung out saturday and sunday. Danelle was also there with her family and she stayed at my trailer till really late on saturday (we talked about her brother almost the whole time hehe she thinks Im obssessed with him but I hate the guy. Really) Van also came on sunday night. Michou was supposed to come and see me but he didnt. I couldnt reach him all weekend.

Omg I got my haircut like really short!! Its pretty but like, really short. I can barely do a ponytail but its so cute!

Oh why the sad lyrics you ask? Well, lets just say the love drama you heard before I left, ya well its gone.  Im pretty mad about it.

ok well Im getting tired of writing so Ima go find something to do. I havent been here in a while so theres plenty to do. ehehe toodles!!

MOVING!!!

Im moving tomorow!!!!! omg I cant wait!! I love being at the lake I just cant wait to go! Plus Beth is there for the weekend so I wont be so alone. I hope Tania is there.

Nothing much happened today I went for lunch with Alexia and then we walked around town unti like 3h30.

Im off..Toodles!!

Workin girl!!

I GOT A JOB!!!  Its only like one or two days a week but who cares at least its a job that I get paid to do! haha Its pretty half ass too but it gets pretty stressful but Ill get tha hang of it. I got through today so I should be good. The only thing I dont like though is that theres no one my age around there so Im kinda alone during breaks. Ah bin.

Im moving to the lake on friday so I wont be posting as much. Ill try to keep an update when I come in town. 

Ohh Im getting my hair cut real short next friday. I want to donate my hair to make wigs and such. Ive been thinking about it for a long while but waited to make sure my hair was really long enough so that when I cut it it wont be soo short. People are used to see my hair really long so they dont want me to cute it real short. Theyll just have to get used to it.

Im off. toodles  

summer!

Boring day today. I didnt really do anything just random things around the house.

Last night I was grounded. I have not been grounded in such a long time its unbeleivable. I was pretty surprised and let me tell you, it will not happen again. I just cant wait to move to the lake so that I wont be so alone. So bored. The lake is so comforting and peaceful and outdoors! I cant wait!!

So if your wondering, I got over my day yesterday. It was so weird I dont usually cry, Im just not a crying person. It takes a lot to make me cry. Im more of the girl who bottles up everything inside and just doesnt do anything about it. Oh well, thats me. The tough girl! lol anyway Toodles!

♪And I’ve hurt myself, by hurting you♪

Im really sad. I feel like crying. I usualy never cry but right now I want to burst out.

ALEXIA AWNSER YOUR GOD DAMN PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

a family thing

So the show was night wasnt very fun. Prolly cuz I had no friends there. I was such in a bad mood it was unbeleivable. At least its over now.

So I just came back from my aunts cottage. It was…. meh ok. I dont not love my family on that side its just that we kinda lost the conection with them. Whenever theres a supper or just a family thing we are never invited. We only get invited at the anual things like christmas and thanksgiving. Its my imediate family but we see them as often as a distant family. You know, say hi when you see them, knows a bit about you but never really invites you anywhere, you just meet at anual parties and such. Its kinda sad cuz the only reason were not close is because my conection with them (my dad) is gone so we dont visit randomly.

Anyways, I have nothing to do tomorow. I cant wait to move to the lake!!!! Toodles!!

Martin!

Omg the show was soo great last night!! I  was in a really bad mood at the begining but then I found my energy when Martin came out and I had a blast. I wish we couldve stayed longer at the end, I still had lots of energy to waste. Plus my ears were ringing like really badly when we came out of the arena. It hurt so bad. It still hurt when I went to bed. It was really loud and none of us could hear each other. Oh and did I mention I had alot of energy? Seriously, I looked like I had a drink or two but I was fine. Its weird in events where people are drunk, I tend to look drunk myself. Maybe thats why so many people cant wait to see me drunk. Lucky them theyll wait a pretty long time. hahahhah

So tonight Im going again but alone, and Im working. It wont be as fun cuz my friends wont be there but oh well, hopefully some people I know will come and see me.

OMG I SAW STEPH!!!!! I was so happy to see her and she was really happy to see me. She saw me and Alexia together and she was really happy we were still friends. Aww I love her shes soo cool!!! Ever since the acceuil, she and I bonded and she comes to see me all the time.

Soo Im off to… watever! tOoDlEs!!!!

st-Jean

yayy its the St-Jean!!! I love the st-Jean!! Thats why I havent been posting. I was bored or really busy. Ohhh to start with good news, I applied for a job at the Weekender! I hope I get it.

So tonight is Martin Deschamps. He came to our school at the beggining of the year and the school really liked him so hopefully there will be alot of people. I cant wait cuz for the first time Ill be actually going to the concert and not working. Usually I dont have anyone to go with cuz my friends dont like french music so I got the habbit of working every year. This year, Alexia convinced me to actually go so I will! Im really exited. Tomorow Ill work though cuz I have no one to go with.

So Im off to supper with my mom and sister then Im going to Alexiaz house. Were gonna take pictures Ill make sure to post one because you guys have not seen my new bangs. Its like, really hot Soo toodles!!

Boredommmm

Im bored. I have nothing to do right now. That one of the things I hate about finishing school earlier than the other schools, you cant hang out with other people. In my case, there arent many people from my school in my corner so I hang out with people from other schools. But lucky me theyre in school right now so Im all alone. I was thinking of going to my cousins school show or whatever but I dont have a ride so Im stuck at home. 

So another short post for you guys today…  

 

 

 

 

 

 

But here. I put a pic of me and Janick when we went to New Liskerd for skating this year. It wasnt that bad… I wanted to go swimming and see the flyers game but no, we stayed in our room insted. Booring!! OH well, Im off to more boredom so toodles!!

summer??

Wow. My first real day off and its not even pretty outside. Its all windy and theres no sun. Thats life in northern Ontario. So anyways I want to go to my sisters tourny today but I have to get back home for 3h because the guy from drivers ed is coming to get me to drive. I just have to find someone either give me a ride there and back, or find someone to walk there and back. Im not too sure anymore but who cares!! Im done school! ahhaha

You might have realized that I dont have very long post. Well, I type like I talk, which is really fast. I dont like typing for really long so I just make it short and sweet. Its much easier to just talk. So Ill put a POTD since I dont put them anymore.   

 

 

 

 

 

 

Its me and Elissa eating the yummy fruits we bought at the Soo. Lol because every year we get yelled at because we dont eat healthy so we bought fruit and took pictures to show our coach. It was worth it those pinaples were really good. ahah So anyway toodles!!!